Mom of a pug🐾

missinyouiskillingme:

You wanted smooth sailing and I’ve always been a tsunami.

— r.r.

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missinyouiskillingme:

“People always say that it hurts at night and apparently screaming into your pillow at 3am is the romantic equivalent of being heartbroken. But sometimes it’s 9am on a tuesday morning and you’re standing at the kitchen bench waiting for the toast to pop up And the smell of dusty sunlight and earl gray tea makes you miss him so much you don’t know what to do with your hands.”

— Rosie Scanlan, “On Missing Them”

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missinyouiskillingme:

that feeling when you’re not necessarily sad, but you just feel really empty

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missinyouiskillingme:

“However much you wanted someone to want you, there was nothing you could do to make it happen. Whatever you did for them, whatever you gave them, whatever you let them take, it could never be enough. Never enough to be sure. Never enough to satisfy them. Never enough to stop them walking away. Never enough to make them love you.”

Manna Francis

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unwrittenphrases:

“‘you don’t know what love is!’ her mother screams at her. calmly, she says, ‘but i do. love is forgiving someone even though you swore it was the last time, about five ‘last times’ ago. it’s spending all day with the person and missing them as soon as they leave. love is fighting for one another time and time again, even when the universe is fighting against the two of you. it’s talking to someone until the both of you fall asleep, drunk on the thought of one another. love is hurting when they’re hurting and smiling when they’re smiling. and i love him. with every part of me, against all odds.’”

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missinyouiskillingme:

It’s so difficult to describe depression to someone who’s never been there, because it’s not sadness. I know sadness. Sadness is to cry and to feel. But it’s that cold absence of feeling — that really hollowed-out feeling.

— J.K. Rowling

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